TRIGGERED AND OVER IT DAY 2

I KNEW THE DAY WAS COMING THAT HE WOULD GET SUCKED INTO THE ILLUSION OF BEING WITH FAMILY AND ALL THAT STUFF AND THE KARMIC STILL TRYING TO FRONT

I WOULD HAVE BEEN  COMFORTING TO KNOW THAT HE MADE IT TO HIS DESTINATION OKAY ITJUST PROVED HE DOESNT SEE ME AS FAMILY



AND  AFTER TRYING TO BE APART OF HIS I REALIZE THE FAMILY WOUND IS NOT HEALING AND IT WONT EVERY HEAL UNTILL I CAN GIVE THAT LOVE TO MY SON
AND HEAL MYSELF THROUGH THAT JOURNEY

WHICH IS WHY I AM DIVING DEEP INTO MY HEALING FOR SIX MONTHS
NONE OF THIS SHOULD BOTHER ME I NEVER WANT TO FEEL THIS ANGER AND RESENTMENT TO SOMEONE THAT SHARES MY SAME SOUL

I THOUGHT I WAS PAST ALL OF THIS BUT IT IS A PROCESS AND ITS ONE I AM WILLING TO GIVE MYSELF TIME TO WORK THRU

I DELETED MY  FB MESSENGER
AND IM NOT WATCHING READINGS

I WILL DO MY MEDITATIONS MY PRAYERS AND CHANTING FOR STRENGTH


I love my twin with all my heart and its unconditional even if I am upset AT HIS ACTIONS OR TREATMENT TOWARD ME

THIS IS WHAT ITS ABOUT

I SEND HIM LOVE AND LIGHT AND STRENGTH IN HIS SITUATION
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH